"The Real Addiction of Cocaine "

Addiction to Caffeine or caffeinated like drinks can harm your body. As well as over dose of caffeine can kill. Caffeinated medication and caffeinated drinks such as coca cola, and other medications like Midol that haas 60 mlg of caffeine can cause a big health concern.

There are also some positive sides of caffeine. Have low blood pressure? No problem. Just drink some coffee and it will increase your blood pressure! But be careful. Increase of high blood pressure could be a potential health problem. Caffeine is not safe for every one. 

Statistics show that over the past four years, 13 people have died due to 5 hour Energy drink. (www.alternet.com)

Caffeine is part of our culture. Just like caffeinated drinks like coca cola, medications that have caffeine in it. Such as Midol and other medications. 

"Can caffeine help you to lose weight?" asked Shawn from Edison, NJ. 

No sound evidence has increased caffeine consumption results in significant aimed at weight loss. 

Did you know that, caffeine can be found in many beverages such as coffee, tea, energy drinks, or products like cocoa or chocolate bars.

Questions and answers.

Why are you writing this on your blog?

The reason why I'm telling my story in this blog is because, there has been many , many school shootings around the state because , I believe it's all because of bullying. And yes, in some cases, mental illness does create violence.


How did you survive bullying in school?


I did not survive it. I have to tell you that, I have ADHD and other issues. Like half of million Americans in this world. Trust me, the people you may find that are the quietest, once are the once that went through a lot.  I am still going through a lot of issues. I would be proud to admit that, if you are being bullied in high school, middle school or even college, yes college, take counseling or tell the police. Because , Governor Chris Christie, made bullying an illegal thing.

I know that, in some states, that's not the case. But thank god for our Governor who did what he did.



What are you doing now?

I'm in college. I'm 27 years old. ( Will be in August 7th, ) and I say, the older you get the more responsibilities that come at you if you are a responsible person.  I'm triple majoring in political science, journalism and social worker.

I'm also working part time. And paying my apartment bills.

Where do you live?
None of your business.


Are you single?

Yes, I'm single.

Once a bully - always a bully. ( tsk, tsk. )

So after the fight that happened in tenth grade, my sister transferred to a different school. I stayed. I felt like I owned it and felt like I needed to protect the Freshmen kids. I admit, I became a little bit popular, because I mean , I nocked out a  bully.

Why am I writing this?

A  lot of people might be asking me this. You are so pretty, b . s . You never got bullied. We don't believe you.

Yea, okay okay. Let me tell you something. When I was in high school, I did not know a thing or two about make up, hair styles or eye liner.


True story.

But, I knew a lot about books, math , history and more math.


So what happened to the bully and where is she now.

I got jumped by her almost in day light a year ago. I was so frantic, that the cops had to arrest her and the fire department had to step in. I still love them and thank them till this day! Love you guys!


One thing I notice about bullies is, they never understand the consequences once they're out of high school.  Bullies become criminals. I don't think they realize that , once a bully always a bully.

Little old Me.

So one day, in tenth grade, I decided to come to school. As every day I was always intimidated by others to go to school, right? Right. So I'm just getting on the way to the buss.. There was no seats available. So, what I did was, sit right next to the bully that bullied me. I won't say her name, but let's just say her name is Bob. ( ha ha ) .

I sit next to Bob. The next minute I know, the bus starts to drive up. We're half way to the school.When I woke up, I ended up on the floor getting nocked out by the bully. I 'm talking about arm wrestling, punching, fist fighting. Everything.

Well. I let her, for the time I was unconscious.  When I came to, while getting nocked out like fist fighting, getting punched in the face and all, I ended up taking my small sized 10 th grade fist, with a ring on it, and just punched her as strongly as I could.

From what I remember, she got nocked out from one punch. I mean, how much more could I take?

The school that I went to had no violence policy what's so ever. Off corse, I did get suspended. And she got expelled. Probably got arrested to. Because I saw cops arresting her.

Not only that, but, she begged me not to get her in to trouble. From what I remember, I saw the vice principle just trying not to laugh. She was so happy to see her go.

Mean while, let's rewind back, I saw one of the guys that hated me, was in complete shock. He was like, you could do that?

When I hit her, I was like,  ( hysterical I know but it's true ) " That was for the freshmen, my sister and me. " Well deserved hit.  I did get suspended for that. The cops who might be reading my blog, can call up my school. I'm in a way a little bit proud of it. But hated that I had a record.

That's the thing with bullies is, they force you to do things or say things that you don't want to do and later will regret it.

First Day of school.

It was September 1st , 2004. I started going to my first day of high school. Thinking, it would be fun. I would get to meet new friends, new teachers. Wondering how different it would be from middle school. Nothing like the first day of school.

I did get to meet my first friend. She was an Indian school girl. Very nice person. As I thought others would have been. High school for me, was very tough in tenth grade.

I thought that I had it all. Had some friends, never was really that popular. But just wait till tenth grade started.

You would always get to meet that very first bully or that one girl that would never like you for what ever reason.

I would always say, that,  if people are hating on you, it means that you're doing something right.

I never got invited to the hottest high school parties. Or went out and came home in the middle of the night. I always used to be that quiet girl, that used to get made fun of.

No matter how stupid it may sound now because we're adults, well , it wasn't fun then.

I noticed that, some people that bullied me or others, are cops now. WOW. Such hypocritical of them to become cops right?

Well, they never apologized for what they did. Awkward. I always think to my self.